Thursday, October 05, 2006


原本以为早上有开会,
所以一大清早便赶到报馆去拿杂志稿费。
无~法~置~信
这个月的稿费竟然比我全职的月薪还要来得高!
当然,不可能每个月都可以有那么多的稿费,
可是心里还是感到不可思议,呵呵。

过去几个星期的工作不是很顺心,
甚至萌生退意,
悄悄和同事聊着如果真的辞职,
可以有什么后路?
讲师?freelance节目撰稿?freelance记者?
虽然这是自己一直以来都很向往的生活,
但若没有一份正职在手,
心里总觉得不是很踏实...

在电视台的工作快两年了,
有种不进则退,毫无improvement的无助感和彷徨感。
自己什么时候才有勇气,
去踏出改变的第一步呢?

1 comment:

  1. but as i said,
    not every month also could have such big amount mah..

    the magazine was hiring full-time journalist, but i prefer not to make it full-time job, as i m enjoying to be a freelance journalist now :) i can choose, i can reject, i can only go for those tat i m interested.. if it's a full-time job, i gotta do evrything assigned, tat's not fun liao :o

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