Thursday, October 05, 2006


原本以为早上有开会,
所以一大清早便赶到报馆去拿杂志稿费。
无~法~置~信
这个月的稿费竟然比我全职的月薪还要来得高!
当然,不可能每个月都可以有那么多的稿费,
可是心里还是感到不可思议,呵呵。

过去几个星期的工作不是很顺心,
甚至萌生退意,
悄悄和同事聊着如果真的辞职,
可以有什么后路?
讲师?freelance节目撰稿?freelance记者?
虽然这是自己一直以来都很向往的生活,
但若没有一份正职在手,
心里总觉得不是很踏实...

在电视台的工作快两年了,
有种不进则退,毫无improvement的无助感和彷徨感。
自己什么时候才有勇气,
去踏出改变的第一步呢?

3 comments:

  1. ah so nice, means u got double income for the month!!! Think writing for magazine is gd, but those magazines not hiring full-time?

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  2. but as i said,
    not every month also could have such big amount mah..

    the magazine was hiring full-time journalist, but i prefer not to make it full-time job, as i m enjoying to be a freelance journalist now :) i can choose, i can reject, i can only go for those tat i m interested.. if it's a full-time job, i gotta do evrything assigned, tat's not fun liao :o

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  3. Em...i understand how u feel. U work then u earn, u stop then u get nothing, not everytime also tat lucky can get high pay.
    We always believe that u know what is the best for urself, u know what u want, u r clear with ur future although sometimes u might have some "down" time. U never let us see, when u r down, u stay away from us, em...mayb we r not close enough, hehe...anyway, remember, I'm always be here to support u!! I'm ur big fans mah :)

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